I was used and abused
by the men of my past,
but you cared about me
for more than just for my body.
Here I was thinking that
you saw me only as a sex object,
yet I was the one
who was objectifying you!
Will you ever forgive me?
Will you ever accept
my never-ending apologies
for not seeing things as they were
and only how they used to be?
I’ll never forgive myself
for not realizing what I had
until I lost it.
I kept you around because
you told me I was a good person
although I saw no good in myself.
I wanted you beside me
because you made me feel happy,
but I had no intention
of returning the favor.
Here I was hating you all this time,
but you were the only one
who saw me for who I could be,
not for who I was.
When you have lived relationships where you were not seen for the true person that you are ... When trust has been broken it is only human nature to look for unsaveory motives failing to see that the heart is pure in its intentions.
I hope this person was able to understand the 'Why's'
Wonderful work.
Blessings,
Lesa