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a strange, foreboding theory arising. "god," if understood through personification, could be more accurately portrayed in a femanine pronoun, "she." perhaps Freud's Oedipus complex, which suggests that man's deepest desire is to kill his father and fuck his mother, is not such a far-fetched statement. Perhaps it's a fairly accurate description of man's search for "god." When I say "god," I say that with the understanding that "god" is in actuality an ultimate energy force. Everything. Or nothing. But even nothing is something. When it comes to personification of "God," people get confused when thinking she's a separate person. When experiencing this energy thru intentional, verbal personification, I find it imperative to recognize that that being is nothing beyond yourself. In fact, it is yourself. The voice in your head is that "God" voice. And the God man searches for lies in himself. We are the alter-egos of God. "God" created the universe so he can experience himself. So in actuality, it is more accurate to view yourself as God than anything else. When it comes to Freud's theory, perhaps man's quest to fuck his mother is, perhaps, a quest to return to the womb. To undo the life process which has taken place, to return to the "God-State." Of course, no man actually wants to fuck his mother. It's a subconscious urge in man which, perhaps is actually no other urge than that urge for God. Stressing the ambiguity of God. Perhaps we as humans have this urge to return to Gaia's womb. Perhaps it is no far-fetched statement to say that the "original sin" is actually a "first blessing," represented in the story of Adam and Eve, when Eve tempted Adam with the fruit God said not to eat. Adam and Eve's "Fall" is actually a rise, in that they were the first humans to make a wrong decision. This, in fact, actually started the human experience, in which by receiving what could be called "free will," or the ability of choice, is how we in fact become "God," in that by choosing one thing over the other, we are reinacting that same process of experiencing ourselves as God did in the creation of the universe. If you ask me, too, it's more like God gave birth to the universe. But not in an agonizing delivery, it was perhaps even more accurately an orgasm. In which, God, being neither man nor woman, but both masculine and femanine, empregnated herself. The Big Bang was an orgasm. resulting from acts of masturbation. 7 days of it. It is no far-fetched statement to say that a man on LSD, whose fully reached that state of "Christ-Consciousness," or "God-Head," will passionately partake in auto-erotic rituals, not focusing on any other person, but only the high acid gives him, he is, in fact, making love to God. A man who is not on LSD, masturbating to Gaia, will find that his thoughts will lead him to climaxing to the idea of him getting off. It's the ultimate physical act of love.