At dawn I feared to open my eyes;
Hoping that last night had only been a dream,
That the pain I felt would leave I rose,
That every single teardrop had never fallen.
As I slowly opened my eyes,
I knew my wish hadn’t been granted.
There was no dream;
Only my own bitter reality!
I slowly wandered through the house;
Mourning every broken dream.
Letting my tears fall as I made my way from room to room.
Can I ever look at this house the same again?
A dream, it had not been.
My eyes are width open.
Sadly, I recall everything now.
Trying to make my thoughts wander.
My head is hurting and I long to rest.
I’m still in disbelieve and try to forget.
If only I could block out my minds' chaos;
The emptiness won’t let me!
The darkness of last night may have faded,
But the darkness of this day has only begun.
It's a dark new day in the story of my life.
One I don't want to relive again.