As I wish for this night to end
I sink deeper into the lies
Only feelings of rage and frustration arise
As I gaze back at the past events
This nightmare I have to live out on my own
Hoping I will be redeemed
Is all I can do is hope.
Forevermore.
As I stand amidst the ones who broke me
I try hard to push the feelings back;
But the pain, forces them out.
These burdens I have to live with.
Feelings of doubt as I live this nightmare
Doubt that this endless nightmare will end
This time I have been cut too deep,
And help I don’t expect, because they kill me more!