Once again have I trapped myself
In this wretched dead-end
There's no easy way out
I deceive myself with
precious thoughts of life
Although I know that it
only leads to more sorrow
Silently I enjoy the sweet torture
And I fill myself with forlorn hope
The only way out is the painful one
So I stay in sweet captivity
Although this is agonizing,
it's all I can do...
I surrender to my thoughts
I can't break away
I have to suffer from it
Sweet, Sweet captivity