These old spooks are immortal
I have grown weak against them again
Here I am feeling unworthy
Here I am feeling like a burden
Please, let my heart be still
Let me exist no more
Exhausted from feeling like I am the problem
Broken from the old scars bleeding anew
I am nothing you wish for
I am unworthy of such love
Here I am dying in your arms
Here I am fading within
Let my heart be still
Let my tears stain the pillow no more
Spent from battling the dark waters
Sore from the restless nights
Listening to the old scars bleed
Watching the old ghost dance
I am hollowed of who I am
I am lost from the self again
Just let my heart be still
Let me exist no more......
You Gotta Exist
Scars heal. Existence is all there is. What is life? Existence.
Truth
I do exist. It may be painful, but I am living.
I am feeling breaking down as it gets closer to the time I lost my grandfather last year.
It is my spirit and heart in torment while the body and brain wig out.
The off balance caused by grief. As I release my pent sorrow, I find healing.
Thank you,
Dravon.
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I am an artist of words as well as paints.