i watch the sun cross the floor
on level three of an apartment building
i sit in a wooden chair that creeks
and watch the day slowly pass on the edge of my seat
near the phone a yelling mute
it's painfully clear that a voice is trapped
screaming into a silent stare i see
and watch the day slowly pass slipping down to my knees
head caves into my hands
i hold on as long as i can And then the sun sets
and i crawl into bed
i lay in the dent where it's been..sinking in
i watch couples cross the malls
and wondering how far it is to down there
when i get up from the chair sundays
the calendar near by x'd out another week
dial tone turned into that sound
off the hook pretending that someone may have missed me
i constantly have to face these feelings Off the hook pretending that i'm the one too busy
head caves into my hands
i hold on as long as i can And then the sun sets
and i crawl into bed
i lay in the dent where it's been..sinking in
don't you understand
you never cared
and what that does
to someone who does
and someone who waits
someone with something to give to you and you won't take
so they carry all that weight
all their thirst for life loses taste
and they try so hard till some day...
i sit in a wooden chair that creeks
and watch the day slowly pass on the edge of my seat
speaking into a silent stare at me
it's painfully clear that a voice is trapped
head caves into my hands
i hold on as long as i can And then the tears begin
and they roll down your photo
i lay in the dent where it's been..sinking in
and they smudge your face But i cannot
i cannot
i cannot
i just cannot