as i write my final song
i wonder why it took so long
to get these words off my mind
so i can think about suicide
but let me not get off the point
ah, its connected at the joint
i wanted the words to be perfect
but after i saw you smirking
i finally stopped my thoughts
about how exactly to show the world
let it look at itself
let you find a mirror
and break it after
you stare a soul in your hole
you'd say it was a rash moment
but finally its clear to me
these are my grievances
a world where friends seek strangers
a world where freedoms offlimits
a world where you glady bomb mangers
a world where love is a body
and where a body's a bait
a world where different draws hate
and where hate is entertainment
when you saw me with no where to go
my 'best hope' said good luck, hung up the phone
i made it back in one piece
(sticking together)
but after i saw you smirking
a world where you say its a shame
and you whine and complain
do nothing but support the same
but action is what i'm giving the world
let it look at itself
let you find a mirror
and break it after
you stare a soul in your hole
you'd say it was a rash moment
but finally its clear to me
as i write my final song
forever long you've sung along
like you were hoping for the hook
well would you settle for a noose
i wanted it to be perfect
but after i saw you smirking
a sloppy knot can't hurt more
then carrying the weight of this world
let it carry itself
let you find a boulder
and jam the river
from drowning your whole village
you'd say it was a rash moment
hmm..well i guess you're right
but i think to ask you whats your excuse
for living your life