vanessa's believed in god
and i have and still do
and i've friends who're friends of devils
but my friends i love most
i can't side with heaven,
and i can't side with hell
cause angels took her away
and devils sent her off
awol husband and stuck with cancer
money for pharmasuticals
and nurses that laughed at her
..at the depth of her concern
as nessa laid in sicknes
family prayed with hope
and i sat there in the wake
that god and the devil cohost
couldn't side with heaven,
and couldn't side with hell
cause angels took her away
and devils sent her off
life is filled with justice
laws applied by some
loopholes and nooses
are made of the same string
so one friend'll side with heaven
and one friend'll side with hell
cause one place gives her shelter
and one place keeps him warm
he'd rather hate then feel nothing
she'd rather wait then deal with this
but i can't side with heaven,
and i can't side with hell
cause angels take them away
and devils send them off
no i can't side with heaven,
and i can't side with hell
cause everybodies chose a side
or is sitting on a fence
i tried to speak up, help bring them together
but today i just keep to myself
you see, cause everybody's got an application
but i can't side with heaven,
and i can't side with hell
vanessa's been taken and everybody's got an application
but i can't side with heaven,
and i can't side with hell
i love her