Friends with Benefits

I don't know what you see in "her"

You ask me to come over at 1 am

I go cause it feels familiar

But every time it ends

I say I'm never coming back again

Now it feels wrong

You say, "it's okay"

But I'm slowly becoming a ticking time bomb

And I really don't want to stay

Too many lies, and I cry

Cause with you I feel numb

I've never felt so dumb

In your arms

While there's alarms

Ringing in my head

Reminding me that I should leave instead

But I wait and wait till I'm kicked out

And theres something I hate about you without a doubt

So why do I keep doing this to myself

While you're out I'm avoiding everyone else

I dont understand anything anymore

I'm always left hurt mentally, emotionally, and physically sore

Maybe I'll know

When I finally have the courage to let you go

 

 

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courage

remember

the last

4

letters

of

courage

spell

rage

if you

need

 to move

on than

you

need

to move

on

peace

Dylan

believe

in you yourself

love yourself

first


"One of the best results of life, is the torment of love"

Dylan Eliot