Two weeks too long since I’ve been missing you
Forever too long to be away from you
But when I was there you still didn’t notice me
You were too blind to see that we are meant to be
Maybe all this time I’ve been fooling myself
Cause right now you have your eye on someone else
I keep denying that it’s more than just a simple crush
That I’m in anything and everything but love
For so long, too long, I felt like I had to pretend
That you mean more to me than just a friend
I look at my watch hoping time will go the other way
But at the same time I get tired of yesterday
I try to teach myself not to dwell on the past
That good times are never really meant to last
Go on with your life and see if I care
It’s not like you ever knew I was there
I gave you a number that you’ll never use
Now I dub thee me the biggest fool
MY GOD I can’t believe that I fell for you
And I continued to fall after all its put me through
I wrote you a letter that you’ll never read
Hoping you’d understand and maybe you’ll see
That when everyone and everything is looking at you
They’re never gonna see you the way that I do
I never cared for your point of view
Or your idea of something new
I just hate myself for even wishing so hard
I never should have opened my heart
Cause in cases like this someone always gets hurt
Or someone ends up with a handful of dirt
But I remember those times when I was who you saw
But in truth I think you were just leading me on
Leaving me to be the pathetic one
And a sack full of pain that weighs a ton
It’s not like there’s a reason for me to cry
At some point everyone has to say goodbye
How can you say bye to what doesn’t exist
Just a painful, hopeless, worthless, very doubtful wish
Good times, boy, they never do seem to last
But when I think about it you can kiss my ass
It won’t matter what I say or what I try to do
More than likely I’ll still be in love with you
thank god i am
no the only one
going thru it
all on my own