The fire burns so high
But a cold wind keeps me chilled
The intensity is overpowering
And sadness falls upon me again
In my small, dark space
Nothing but my aching heart
Silent except for my jagged gasps
And the fear of it all
The tears that fall aren't caught by you
Instead my pillow I hold close
And no one's here to hold me close
My body just keeps shaking
My sunny day has just turned blue
And all the black and white just turned to gray
And it all leaves me in a corner, with no way around
Lost in a blurry fog again tonight
I've become mute; somewhere and somehow
I don't know when
My cries went unanswered
My world has spun backwards
In my small, dark space
Nothing but my aching heart
Silent except for my jagged gasps
And the fear of it all
My dearest fear is losing you
And no one feels it, but me
This is so familiar. In a sad way it makes me feel better to know that other people feel like that, too.
This is really beautiful and put together really well.