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skywriter
i wrote in the sky
where i would be
in hopes that you
would come & find me.
there i was wondering
browsing
and fidgeting
hoping to turn around
and see you staring back at me.
the walk to the car
seemed to be the longest one
of my life.
heavy heart
miles apart
with nowhere to start;
because that is what i willed
into existence.
where are you tonight
my love?
are you sad?
lonely?
sleeping peacefully?
are you by yourself
or is someone holding you tonight.
the thought of that hurts
my heart.
I have a hard time
separating what I fear is your existence
and the knowledge that the reality
is more like the one
i live.
sad nights, long nights.
can't sleep
I think of you
and us.
Afraid of letting go of the past
but scared of the future
so I just tread water.
until the water fills my lungs
i take my last breathe
...and drowned.
I liked this a lot but it
I liked this a lot but it made me sad../
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