To the one person, who is out there, somewhere

I don't know how to tell you, everything.
Nothing can help me now.

I can't go on like this,
Everything has gone to shit.
I can't take this anymore.

Every time I wake up,
I face a day filled with pain.
I try so hard,
Just so I don't go insane.

I have to fight every day,
Just to put on my face.
I'm running a mile a minute,
Just standing in place.

It's been so long,
Since I could show myself.
I'm destroyed inside,
And I've thrown away my health.

There's only one I want to talk to,
But it's been so long.
Just remember one thing,
It's not your fault when I'm gone.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

No, I am not suicidal...

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Wow powerful read, I often feel I'm overloaded and would love

To just walk away but I can't. Conscience dictates I musnt. but honey What does conscience really know? You like me need a break perhaps it can only be a short on in lieu of a long vacation but better than the nothing of insanity clawing at your cage... Get a sitter and go go go! Or go to the park and sit in the shade while they play... But if it winter... Okay go out for a walk! :) your doing great! You would not be able to write so well if you werent, cause youd probably be like me when ive dang had it curled up into a ball. hope your feeling better soon hugs SS


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