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Save me..[from myself]
Lord shelter me from theses thoughts
protect me from my mind
what's going on here
I'm lost and a purpose I can't find
I'm living in a fake reality
but I know that you are near
so please protect me Lord
because I have much fear
I know I can't go on alone
so please don't ever go
because O my Lord
I need you so
comfort me for I am in need
before I pick up the knife
I am most scared, Lord
and I want to end my life
so this is my cry to you
me begging on my knees
I only ask that you, Lord
save me from myself, please
Mandee, this is so powerfully honest, & beautiful in it's acceptance & expression of the reality you've experienced.
Your pain in clear, but the faith & hope is there, too, like a flickering light remaining in the darkness you've been through....I will pray He will fan the flames, & that the embers will grow bright & strong~
I, too, have been through tons of heartache, but He has carried me, & been with me through things i never would've, or could've survived without Him....I pray He will do for you what He's done for me...He came to heal the broken-hearted~
The last verse conveys, so well, even in it's simplicity, what we ALL need from Him, though of course, for various reasons! Remember, there's nothing you've experienced He does not understand, & cannot heal you from!
~Anastazia~
P.S.
I think you have an extra 's' in these, in the first line :o)