Deep Deep Depression

I try to hide it

I try to be strong

I fight it

I talk to it

no matter what

I cannot surpass

it always wins

It takes me by suprise

Pain

Pain

Pain

It jumps out when you least expect it

I made a vow never to cry

How can I keep it?

Looking at the world,

Looking at myself,

I cannot help but weep,

But I do try

I lie on my bed

I sit on the floor

And I concentrate

Concentrate

Don't cry

Cry,

Don't.

But, in the end, I fail.

My best is not good enough,

And a single tear rolls down.

It is the owrst thing

When you're lying on your side

And you start to cry.

It's much more comfortable

Don't you find that?

I just want to be "normal"

No, not taken in as a stereo type,

I just don't want to be left out.

Is this a cry for help?

Life is a roller coaster

I never win

Never,

Ever.

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YOU NEED SERIOUS HELP BIG TIME!!!!!!
BUT ITS OK WE STILL LOVE YA!!

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