I try to hide it
I try to be strong
I fight it
I talk to it
no matter what
I cannot surpass
it always wins
It takes me by suprise
Pain
Pain
Pain
It jumps out when you least expect it
I made a vow never to cry
How can I keep it?
Looking at the world,
Looking at myself,
I cannot help but weep,
But I do try
I lie on my bed
I sit on the floor
And I concentrate
Concentrate
Don't cry
Cry,
Don't.
But, in the end, I fail.
My best is not good enough,
And a single tear rolls down.
It is the owrst thing
When you're lying on your side
And you start to cry.
It's much more comfortable
Don't you find that?
I just want to be "normal"
No, not taken in as a stereo type,
I just don't want to be left out.
Is this a cry for help?
Life is a roller coaster
I never win
Never,
Ever.
YOU NEED SERIOUS HELP BIG TIME!!!!!!
BUT ITS OK WE STILL LOVE YA!!
<3 T n Dest <3