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am i losing my touch



losing all snese of reality



everything is turning dark oh so dark



i jsut want to escape from this place



but im unable to leave



im stuck in memories of the past



over and over agian i go through them



trying to find something



but what do i need???



am i looking for a key to escape this prison???



then how am i suppose to get it???



these are just memories are they not???



why do thye play over and over???



cant they let me go



havent i suffered enough???



did i do something to deserve this???



if so what did i do???



tell me please



i cant take much more



its over bearing me



taking over me



cant anyone see



cant they help me



i dont want to give up



but it seems i already have



when did i give up



is there anyway to regain hope



i want to live agian



not be a sombie lost in thought



of what could have been



is there anyway to escape if so where how



ive looked everywhere examened everything



isnt there an escape



maybe an escae button???



there has to be one here somewhere



there just has to



i dont know if ill make it



after all this time



could i trust agian



could i survive agian???



i survived once can



i survive agian



i thought the secound time was easier



its supose to be easier



cant i have a break just a little bity break



please i beg of you i almost lost te first time



dont make me lose this time isnt there some



rules some where saying you must wait at least 30 days



befor restarting the pain???



please just one exception i want to feel happy



just one more time please dont make me give up



i dont want to give up



but i can only handle so much befor



it isnt even up to me to give up



ill do it to escape the pain to make you happy



and lose more then i have to lose



after all that is your goal isnt it to make me lose



to win to beat me down



till you can beat me no more



till i cant resist and



finnaly end this