it was i who killed christ,
that day in cavalry
it was in my sinful mind
i nailed him to a tree.
and in my heart i died
self-indulgently;
in ignorance i tried
to kill anxiety.
and on that day he rose
i was playing dice,
wagering my soul
for hell or paradise.
the devil has his tricks
he sure can tell a lie.
he put me in a daze,
awaiting my demise.
and when the morning came
i woke up to a shock
my ressurected king
was standing on a rock;
then the rock became the king
and the king became the sky!
then a whisper in my ear:
"you were dead, now come to life"
what mystery is this?
what more could i have said?
what a paradox we live!
what a permeating thread!
what ineffability
could we fit inside our heads?
the truth is ours to see
when we take our daily bread
like this. trying to find
like this. trying to find your way to truth?