One morning I woke up naked
No longer the man I was before
I found myself selling signals to the dead
And marching off in another cold war
Now I speak in a language that is hidden
Now I'm lost in a land growing grey
I don't remember knowing these fears
I don't remember being born this way
So I told my heaven sent friend
"I've shed my seventh dark skin"
And there between the flesh and me
I discovered the shadow within
Watered by tears flowing inwards
A seed planted deep by the sin
It grew through empty rooms in my dreams
Into places my joy had once been
I fight it with God and with anger
Like a poison to strangle a weed
But the space for its shape still remains
And there is always another new seed
So I cannot kill the shadow
Unless first I extinguish the sun
And I cannot begin my dying
Until my living has finally begun
Loved the rhyme scheme that you was able to use portraying a man who has lost his way and tring to find even the smallest glimmer of hope. And even though the search continues, the truth may lie within oneself...