I am tired of getting my hopes up, only to be let down,
Tired of picking the broken pieces of my heart up off the ground.
I am tired of crying myself to sleep,
Trying to smile, but can only weep.
I am tired of beliving I will never find my one true love,
The one sent from up above.
I am tired of being hurt time and time agian,
Him saying he loves me but would rather be friends.
I am tired of people asking me why and I am so sad,
They say come on, it can't be that bad.
I say until you have walked a mile in my shoes,
You have no idea what I am going through.
I am tired of everyone speaking your name,
I am tired of looking in the mirror,
And seeing nothing but shame.
I am tired of pleasing everyone but me,
No matter what I try no one is ever happy.
I am tired of always coming in last place,
I am tired of everyone always getting on my case.
I am tired of living a lie,
Trying to laugh but can only sigh.
I am tired of being depressed and unhappy,
I am tired of being me.
Amen! sistah, actually i can say amen and sistah without being black hahahaha no but i know exactly how you feel, cause thats how us real thug gangstas do it too keep it real, and write something non depressing...Tres