My best friend is forever gone,
I don't know where things went wrong.
I try to sleep but find no rest,
I need someone to talk to, but you knew me best,
Things are not the same without you here.
Everything I once conquered I now fear,
My mind is flooded with memories I cannot forget,
Everyday I find myself filled with regret.
I hide my feelings, I won't let them show,
Maybe if no one can see my pain they won't know.
I lost my best friend and I don't know how to cope,
Where I once saw a future, I see no hope.
I have no dreams for life, it is all gone,
How can something so right go wrong?
I feel things I don't understand,
Why did I lose my best friend?
Everything I once belived in feels like a lie,
My whole world crumbled the day you died.
My heeart feels empty and black,
Nothing will ever bring you back.