you hurt me,
you help me,
you kill me,
you heal me,
without you theres no me,
i feel empty when you are not here with me,
i feel safe when i use you,
you cut through my skin and make me feel good,
i feel no other pain you heal me,
or maybe,
i just want you to kill me,
i hide behind you,
you scare me,
you over power me,
but i need you,
i am week,
please help me,
i need your help because with out you theres no me,
i need you to wash away the ugly me,
forgive me,
this reminds me so much of myself...hang in there hun, and keep fighting!!!