Will you try and open my doors?
Or will my heart end up on the floor?
It's inevitable, here once again,
It doesn't seem to matter how much time I spend.
All these tests, you search for lies.
Still your feelings you will always disguise.
Never sure how you real feel.
It leads me to question if this is real.
Do you still keep her close to you?
Am I the one who looks like the fool?
I want to trust you so much,
I want to be the only one you touch.
I feel that you're keeping something from me.
It doesn't take a ton to see .
Always keeping secrets near.
What is it that you don't want me to hear?
When she texts you, how do you feel?
Is this something that you can deal?
Are you really just ready to move on?
Or am I just something that you stumbled upon?
Constantly questioning all my moves,
Could you take a walk in my shoes?
What if I'm not like the rest?
I gotta get this stress off my chest.
I stare off into space and dream of you.
I can only hope this is true for you too.
Still convinced you are acting in sin.
This is all too much, my patience running thin.
There has to be change, show me something new.
Gotta prove to me that the words you say are true.
Show me that you want me, and I'll do the same for you.
Please don't let me end up the fool.
Girl, I know exactly how you
Girl, I know exactly how you feel. Could totally relate to the last few poems you've written.
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I wish noone had to feel like
I wish noone had to feel like this :/