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My biggest fear is that I'll never be able to trust.

This constant worry, it may be the end of us.

I cannot blame it on anyone else but me.

The future seems too cloudy to see.

I'm afraid of what I might do,

I know for sure it will end up hurting you.

I tried to warn you when this all began.

But I still forced you to take my hand.

I thought I could simply replace my feelings.

Neglected to th ink about my heart healing.

Just avoiding my lonely heart,

It was much easier at the very start.

The longer this goes on the more I miss him.

I see you realize this, your patience running thin.

I do understand that this isnt fair,

My life without him is soemthing I cannot bear.

So where is it we go from here?

Can you soothe all my irrational fears?

Is this just too much for you?

Do you finally see what you've got yourself into?

Don't get me wrong, you are special to me.

I try and make it clear to see.

Though sometimes I might break down.

Please understand that its my heart thats bound.

It's hard to move on when I haven't let go.

I try and hide it, but it always shows.

I never intended to bring you in,

Never wanted to live in sin.

Now I'm stuck but it shouldn't be all about me.

When you're the one who has to pay the fees.

I got you involved knowing how I feel.

I made you believe that this was all real.

But I'm not sure if you are so pure,

Your works help me to ensure.

But words are just words, they mean nothing to me.

This is something I've learned to see.

So will you be able to change my mind?

Could you be eveything I was looking to find?

Or am I destined to just ruin you?

Just like he destroyed me too.