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That empty feeling you get when you wake up and reach for someone who just isn't there.
You can no longer sleep.
You just sit there and stare.
This is what I hate the most.

If your lucky and actually get some sleep.
You still wake up and start your day.
With half of you missing. The memories you keep.
This is what I hate the most.

Seeing all the happy people, except you aren't that lucky.
Bad things seem to come your way.
You wonder what will come to be.
This is what I hate the most.

The same empty feeling when you think of him.
Memories flood back.
Your patience is wearing thin.
This is what I hate the most.

Lonely nights. Too many long days.
Feeling stuck. In a constant haze.
Knowing that he will have someone new.
Gives you this feeling. You can't figure out what to do.
You wonder if he is thinking about you.
But that is just too good to be true.
My feelings are what I hate the most.

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I thought he was my soul mate. Now I'm not so sure. How could I feel one way. And then everything changed.

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SSmoothie's picture

A very real and relatable

A very real and relatable write! Impressive! Hugss


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

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lovelife123's picture

Love it!

Love it!


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