You say you'll change
But you never will
You hold my heart in torture
And I love you still
You beat and broke me
Forever I am yours
But you'll never hold me
I'll not open the doors
I'll always love your good side
But that does not mean you'll get in
That good side is fake
It will never win
You are just a fake
An illusion in my heart
Even all the promises
Can not make us unpart
I try to release you from my heart
But it will never work
I love that good side but
I'll keep in my hearts cork
You will never seep in again
My heart will have you
But never all of you
Having you is something I can't do
That good side of you that I hold so dear
Is forever gone and dead
Even though you're just the shell
I can't get you out of my head
You haunt me day and night
I dream of your torture
And it makes me wake in fright
But that good side I still adore
In the night you trick me
You coax me to yours arms
Then you slash my face
It's like you set off my alarms
I want to beleive you are true
But it's something unreal
My love has died
and his shell makes my heart still reel
The torture that you've done to me
Is something no one should feel
The rapes and beatings
The still feel so real