Watching the rain
fall in street light mist.
The pavement slick
with the mirrored veil.
My reflection in the streets
shows no remorse...offers no comfort.
The air is still for only moments
and the cooling chill embraces me.
I know I am alive, though I cannot feel.
I seek out the solace here
yet, nothing transfers to me.
Just the endless thoughts
that break over the halcyon streams of rain.
I long to feel that peace.
But I feel nothing except the cold wind
as it passes once more.
My flesh rises as the cold engulfs me.
I stare out to the sky.
The time too early--the heavens too black.
The darkness envelopes me
and I finally find comfort.
For now I know,
I am as void as the starless night.
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