So confused.
So conflicted.
What’s the point?….
……must have missed it.
So damn old.
So immature.
Gigs and bruises,
shall bleed forth.
So carefree.
So creatively sound.
Mind is gone;
feet on ground.
So childlike.
So cynical.
Conditions careless
and critical.
So emotional.
So withdrawn.
Wake in tears,
by the dawn.
So unbalanced.
So surreal.
Skin scabs away,
crack and peal.
So devoted.
So detached.
Such this passion,
never matched.
So depressed.
So unfazed.
In this life,
sweet charades.
So naïve.
So defiant.
Lie to me.
Will not buy it.
So intelligent.
So fucking dumb.
Plummet down
at rising sun.
So impossible.
So insane.
Cut me open;
emptied veins.
So outcasted.
So untouched.
If anything’s left,
it isn’t much.
So unloved.
So cried out.
Cannot find,
what life’s about.
So unique.
So completely fucked.
Let me go…..
……my time is up.