Today, I relapse again...
denying my worth.
Today, I lost a friend,
eventhough I betrayed..
Today, hope is lost...
faith no more.
Today, I felt rejected,
redirecting my state of mind.
Today, I realized no one..
really cares (Damn if I do,
damn if I don't)...
Today, I start living for
myself, wine and dine with
death everyday, until the
day she takes me away to a
place called HOME!!!