This Dark Day is turning into a Dark night.
I no longer see any light around me.
I have lost an outlet for my pain.
I have lost a source of comfort, I could use, to help me.
I can no longer go there, and feel safe.
I can no longer be there and feel "at home"
I feel lost now.
I feel no longer at home..
I have a home, dont get me wrong
But I no longer have an outlet for my "deperssion"
I am on my own once again.
I am by myself once agian.
I have friends, I can turn to, but it is not the same.
But yet, it is the same ?
Confusion, is not a good thing for me.
Deperssion is not either.
Darkness is something I used to like being in..
I no longer like it, but feel it ever so slowly creeping back into my life.. I can feel the seeds of doubt start to creep, into my heart.
I do not like this feeling.
I want to let it go..
But how?
How do I stop it, when I caused it,
Or did I?
I no longer feel welcome.
These are my final words for this fourm.
These are my finail poems.
I will post this and leave.
I love you all.
I love this place.
But good bye my friends
Goodbye my Mods.
hey the poem rocked it actually describes me alot.