I have lost someone dear
And I no longer can find her
She was once a part of me
But now I can no longer feel her
I sense a void, where I think she should be
I feel I no longer belong
I almost feel I،¦m no longer myself
I exist, but no longer see
I exist but no longer feel
I exist but no longer know how to love
My heart is beating for I can still feel it
Am I alive, or am I just existing
My mind races, but to where I do not know
I am lost in this life of mine
I am confused as to why I love
I am confused as to why God had put two men in my life
I am torn between the two of them
Why God Why, do you give me two to love?
But I can only choose one ƒ¼
The sense os sadness so pervades these words that one is drawn into the sorrow like fish to water. Well done.