i feel like its all slipping away
the light the sun the day
i used to believe that one day someone would want me and i would find that high school sweetheart I've dream't about. i thought i had until he walked away and agreed he never would want me.
i left my heart over there in his room, on his sleeve, too bad now he threw it away. it meant nothing to him. i gave him everything that i thought he wanted. only problem what he wanted was she.
i may not be her but i am small and and loud and most of the time i cant keep my heart from melting every time i see you.
now what i can do i can run and jump and yell and cry. i cant hold you and kiss you and other things too.
now i know im not perfect but at least i stayed true.
i lost who i was but i really never knew.
you were my everything,
now everything is gone.
When I dream I escape
When I dream I escape reality.
Asleep forever like a fatality.
I wish this never ended.
When I wake I leave my fantasy.
I knew it had to be,
fake and we just pretended.
I thought it was real,
But I could feel,
it wasn't meant to be.
You weren't the angel sent to me.
Mistaking love for lust.
Without the trust,
I couldn't believe you.
It wasn't love so I had to leave you.
Love Interrupted
There are so many fish
in so many seas
that high school affairs
seem to jump hook
a lot. Revv up, set
the sails just so.
Time to explore what
lies beyond such
small wavelets.
There are so many ways
to toss in the line
to capture a marlin
or a catfish.
Excuse me, I have
no fly to ensnare
your eye, so I best
go to the sporting
goods and get
more sinkers.
~~A~~
03-07-13
6:06p