It pains me so bad
To have to hide what I feel
I feel so sad
But my feelings are real.
I walk through this world without any regret
I try not to hear their lies
All that has happened I will not forget
As I say my sweet goodbyes.
I'm off to a place where people will love me
A place where people like me belong
When I leave they won't even see
That I've been crying inside for too long.
Although my heart aches
I really should go
Before my heart breaks
So my true self can show.
I'm sick of this place
Where I can't be me
My whole life is a race
I just want to be happy and free.
But...
I am stuck here for a while
Only a few years
I'll just have to fake it and smile
I'll just go drown in my tears.