I read the warnings on the pack,
thought, "they've not done me any harm".
Dismissed them as I struck the match,
saw no good reason for alarm.
My doctor cautioned, "best to quit,"
but on his desk an ashtray sat.
He'd done his duty as he should.
I walked away and that was that.
A documentary on T.V.
put quite a good case, I confessed.
"Rot!" the tobacco expert said.
I chose to think that he knew best.
"We've got to die sometime, "I joked,
I'll just enjoy it while I'm here".
Alone in the night I ponder it.
Alone in the night with pain and fear.
Pain is the focus of my day,
a cruel raider's gained control.
Four hour Morphine's an hour away;
feels more like eight since my last dole.
My family watch me, pain's their's too.
They don't say much, but I can see.
By Friday there will be no pain....
but, then again,there won't be me!
Great write about addiction and awaiting consequences. I don't personally smoke, but if I did I'd probably quit or at least consider it after reading this. You raise a lot of points here without telling anyone what to do and it leads up to what your title means without directly stating. Great write, my dear. Keep writing and I'll keep reading.