Tearing at my heart and soul
Ripping me apart
So many things I should have said
More I should have done
I cry myself to sleep at night
And want you back with me
Though you are dead
And won't come back
We can still be together
The day you died one year ago
Is coming really soon
That night we'll be together again
Forever and always in love
I'll use the weapon you did
And I'll do it at your grave
I promised you I'd follow you
But at the time I couldn't
Today I'm fulfilling my promise
And forever we'll be together
Wow, you are truly talented. Reading this piece made me feel like I was commiting suicide at the end. Though, you have to be strong and go on. Keep up the good work, we've all been through bad times!