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Boys I could have been the only one
I could have been your special one
I could have been the one to make you smile
I might have stuck around for a while
But we'll never know what could have been
Because you never believed in us, you never let me in
I wish there was a way to make you see
Just what you have done to me
I gave you my heart, you took it away
And then you expected me to stay
The only hope I can wish for you
Is that you find something true
Until then, we can never be
And so my heart, I'll keep with me
I'll stay in the light; you'll stay in the dark
Upon me you will never leave a mark
I could have been the only one
I could have been your special one
I could have been the one to make you smile
I might have stuck around for a while
But we'll never know what could have been
Because you never believed in us, you never let me in
I wish there was a way to make you see
Just what you have done to me
Someday I'll find someone new
And we will share a love that is true
You will still be here in the dark
Until you finally discover that spark
But when you do, there I won't be
And you won't know what to do without me
I could have loved you, that is true
But you couldn't see it, I should have knew
I could have been the only one
I could have been your special one
I could have been the one to make you smile
I might have stuck around for a while
But we'll never know what could have been
Because you never believed in us, you never let me in
I wish there was a way to make you see
Just what you have done to me
So the next time I take a chance
It'll be for more than a passing glance
From now on, I'll stand tall
And never be backed into a wall
My heart is mine, as you can see
And I intend to keep it with me
Until I find someone new
Who shows me a love so true
I could have been the only one
I could have been your special one
I could have been the one to make you smile
I might have stuck around for a while
But we'll never know what could have been
Because you never believed in us, you never let me in
I wish there was a way to make you see
Just what you have done to me
Summer after Freshman year, a friend told me I had become a real heart breaker over the summer. I guess he was right. I'm sorry for what I did, I regretted it almost immediately. I'm not gonna try to justify what I did, cause, there's no excuse for it. I still regret it. I can explain why I did it sometime, though, that's no justification, and it only makes sense in a convoluted manner. But......yeah.......I'm sorry.
That was great Kassi...I don't agree with parts though. Jason will never be able to love anyone but himself. He is full of the West County disease, and is so damn self-righteous that he doesnt even think so. You don't even kno who he really was Kassi, I mean damn, i was best friends with the guy, and I didnt even start to figure him out untill I had been excommunicated. But I think it's a good thing, you know? I'm so much happier now. Don't worry Kassi, Jason is just so fake. I mean, come on, I knwo how Kirsten feels now, and we are friends for it. Jason pushes people away for crap reasons, people he claimed to care so much about,a nd then treats them like shit just like everyone out here does to him. He is proally the worst of teh West County folk in soem ways, because he hides his ass-holeishness behind a figment of what he wants to be, and what everyone loves in a person. I never loved jason, I only admired his lies and the image he portrayed. Fake as everyone else...go fucking figure. I LOVE U SWEETIE....U NEED TO COME MEET MY PUPPY! ...AND VISIT MY PEOMS DANG IT!