Maybe I should end it all
All I do is cause pain for others
Or more pain to myself
I am nothign to all these lovers
Im kicked and spit at by those diffrent from me
Only because they believe I cannot see
But I see the truth
Ive seen it for far too long
So I began to write this song
To forget it all and live life
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Because I cant give up, not yet
I wont give up just yet
Its not over til its all black
Give me my love and my life back
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People look at me like im a joke
They think im inferior to their trend and styles
But really its nothing more but shit piles
Its not enough you take my happiness away
But now you want to make my life all gray?
What is the point of it all?
The day is grayer than ever
I still stand here without a lover
Maybe I should slit my wrist to see some color
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But I cant give up, not yet
I wont give up just yet
Its not over til its all black
Give me my love and my life back
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I wear black and blue jeans
But my pain is what you have not seen
I feel ive been sleeping for years
Im falling through time forever
Never to return to the light from where I was born
Being taken by darkness
Torn and drenched in the sorrow of the storm
Feeling love and hope slip through my fingers
Demons with their master stalk me
and the pain of rejection lingers
Im constantly looking over my shoulder
I dont want to die, but I dont want to suffer
I look around and im constantly surrounded by lovers
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But I cant give up, not yet
I wont give up just yet
Its not over til its all black
Give me my love and my life back
You had your chance to live
Let me live mine
Its not over for me
I know this because I can see
What lies beyond the black breeze
A bright light of hope shining in my heart
But then I remember
It was there from the start
After all the pain, cuts, and shoves
Life is just like it always was...
You soooooooooooo..... rock my face off! Id stalk you and your poem/song any day! Its better than anything i could ever do! but then again everything you write is GREAT! keeps it up! xoxoxoxo loves you lots!! licks n kisses! ps i wouldnt change anything not a word!
This is a sweet song Tyler, and I'm glad I read it. Looking forward to seeing the final version of it. This is among or is your best. Keep it up Tyler. Just don't let the heart of a poet do to you what it has done to me. Don't let te feelings consume you as they have me. It is a fire that burns brilliantly in your heart...Don't let it consume your soul.