Everything was fine
I knew this in my mind
but I realize that I am blind
and now once again
my heart scars forever
Why you did it I dont understand
but I fell apart like a grain of sand
When I held you
I didnt want to let go
I alwasy held on
but you gave up
and pushed me aside
My face breaks out from tears
Again I will have to live my fears
Lonliness strikes
the thought slips in
I hope I have control
more cuts is my toll
I wanted to feel
I knew this is what I wanted
I thought I would heal
but now I have to make the pain go away
and this will cause me...
More Scars...
You know, we do not always bring such things upon ourselves, but it is more often than not that we do blame ourselves for a heartbreak. You are hurting, I know this, but remember the happiness you had? that is what it is all for my friend. The meaning of love is to be happy with someone else...You are brave. The biggest crime one can ever commit is one of procrastination in love's eyes, or a lack of courage. The biggest crime is to let a love go by unrealized, that is so great, you know it will last. This is what i have done...My atonement will be...I dont know.
Keep yourself together, pick up the pieces of your heart and move on, another day will come when the sun shines, and you see lie's beauty all at once. hopefully you'll see it soon. Only time will tell.
Dustin