Again this happends
Why always me?
Why must it be this way?
The pain cuts me day by day
I am a lifeless sulking figment of sorrow
always looking up to nothing
watch my life rearrange
but never change
no matter what happends
My eyes are heavy and soaked
God plays tricks on me
everythings is all he has provoked
Forsaken me to a limitless struggle of personal hell
keeping me from winning
and to keep losing
and crying...
i know what u
mean to go
thru pain like that
I've done worse...It is better to love and lose, then to not love at all. God may seem to do these things to you, but it isnt God...These things happen for a reason, and it isnt always your fault. Crying is a gift only Humans have, and it is a gift that is meant to cleanse the heart, the mind, the body of pain...All sufferings of Hell have some sort of root inside of us, soem of us hurt...because we want to, and others of us hurt because its all that we know. You are doing fine Tyler, it could be much worse, but you are thinking it will probably never be any better, and that you will always hurt. You wont...one day you will learn to love and not lose, just as I have.
The Hurt goes away in time...
Thats all the young have...
Time...
Dustin