i sit alone, and stare at myself,
through a mirror of food.
the only dignity i have left,
i eat away every night.
the beginning seems too far now.
only a distant memory of the past.
i can taste the peices of tasteless
discusting food slide down my throat,
i can barely swallow.
the rest makes its way down the side of my mouth.
i wish i could go back again,
and feel the crimson droplets
slide down my limbs.
its all too distant now
this fullfillment within myself.
i tell myself this will change.
i tell myself not to cry,
atleast it doesnt physically-hurt...
i tell myself the pain will go away,
and everything will be better again.
great write
great write
Vive le Quebec libre!
good write
good write