I'm frightened
of the possibilty of things
being positive
in my life
something that I have
never experienced
before
of holding you so close
in my arms
that I feel safe
of being with the one
person that
loves
me for me
of needing you so much
in my mind
in my heart
in my soul
of never thinking of
ending it all
ever again
of running away with you
leaving all of my
tears behind
with my fears
with my failures
with all who doubt me
I'm frightened
of being so in love with you
that I can't see straight
that I can't tell
if this is
reality
or is it just my heart
playing tricks on me
again...