light evades my eyes
living
in constant darkness
as
my heart longs to
stop beating
wanting to change
the
scenery
the
mood
liquid drips
heavily
from my eyes
because
I can't deal with
everyday
life
it seems unbearable
at times
unable to breathe
unable to feel anything
besides
contempt
resentment
hurt
pain
can't move from this
wet spot
of this bed of lies
no one seems to understand
this unendurable
thing
called life
and
I don't want to...
wow that's great :)