How can I survive wanting you.
The mere suggestion of your touch
causes my desire to burn.
Smouldering feelings fanned to a flame.
You must feel the warmth
yet you do not feed the fire.
I long to become a raging inferno.
But remain an accidental
short-lived flare-up.
Because you choose not to.
I am a smouldering ember.
You come to me like gasoline
spilled upon the ground.
Flowing towards me.
Aware of the explosiveness
when we get close enough.
I cannot control ignition
its involuntary, spontaneous.
It's combustion.
And we are both consumed
by the flames of desire.
Because you chose to.
My heart is a smouldering ember.
Glowing, yet alone in the darkness.
Longing to brightly burn
but resigned to becoming ash.
As a fire not attended,
not stoked, goes out.
If so, so be it.
Because I choose to.
Because mere survival
is not enough.
"resigned to becoming ash" You're to young to do that. Keep dreaming and writing and listening to your heart. This is another choice piece of work.
Luv,
Jess