Afraid to Feel....a New Wall Rises

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I cannot write of love these days
a love for you I know I have.
I fear my love is in hiding
preparing for a slow death.

I fear saying loving words to you,
wondering if they will be returned.
Or will these feelings continue to wither,
wasting away by silent starvation.

I have built the wall of my tomb,
preparing brick by brick,
for the eventual good-bye
that will come one of these days.

The bricks, once a protective wall,
came down one by one.
It could not stand against your love,
but cannot stay down without  it.

Like an unusually cool summer night (this feeling).
A forewarning that summer does end  (it's coming).
That fall is  just around the corner (closing in).
That the cold of winter will descend. (the end).

Without love's comfort stands a wall of stone.
Wider than the arms that once held me.
Deeper than the depths of love.
Higher than our hopes would dare.

Pressing a key into your hand I bid you farewell.
There is but one door in this mighty wall,
and should you return somewhere in time,
enter in and let your smile light my world.

 

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onelilartist's picture

I had read this before, but today it means much more to me for some reason.

I too have a wall and a door.
No one wants the key.
I don't know how long this autumn will last,
And no one cares but me.

Jessica onelilartist

Hidden Illusion's picture

Hey there,

That was really something...I mean, I'm SOO not into poems that don't rhyme but I like this one...it's really sad!!! Anyway keep writing!

~ Hidden Illusion ~