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Happiness isn't mine to have anymore
I leech it
It fills around me
never in
an emotion I hardly remember
ghostly memories remember
washing me with pain.
thoughts of darkness fill emptiness
I hate it
how to and when
then not
I refrain solely for one other
my loss resounds
she'd perish without me
my pain pales to hers anew
she's my sis
her care comes first
holds me
I cannot hurt her any
plans fade away
resolution to plod on
the darkness lurks in the background
waiting for weakness
dark waters rise quickly
always alive
I run back and fall down
no choice again
please don't leave me
