Deborah found the leftovers
(the ones I thought I stored in the fridge)
in a cabinet the other day
and we chuckled at my ‘senior moment’ as we threw them all away.
But it got me thinking…there was a time I remembered everything
a time when my memory was much stronger….
I knew getting old was inevitable…
I just thought it’d take a little longer.
I have forgotten where I put my glasses.
How did these keys get in this drawer?
I have forgotten, as I search for something,
what the heck I’m searching for…
But just when I begin questioning
if my memory is dwindling like a fire’s fading embers?
If at my age am I forgetting now
more things than I remember?
It is then I remember riding my bike as a child…
how Grandma’s death made me so sad…
It is then I remember splashing through puddles after a rain,
playing football with my dad.
It is then I remember friends from high school…
flying kites high in a summer breeze
It is then I remember trying to catch the falling leaves from Autumn
as they cascaded from the trees.
It is then I remember moments with our children and grandchildren…
yes, when I stop and think on it a while
there are so many moments I remember…
so many memories that make me smile.
Sure, I might forget a few things every now and then…
and sometimes the storage of leftovers is misbegotten….
but I am blessed, in life, that I remember
far more things than I’ve forgotten.
Short Term Memory
I sometimes forget what I'm looking for and that line snagged me bigtime. But the past seems in tact. Only short term is challenged. So it goes until it does not go. :D slc