I cut to show how much I care
I cut and cut and start to tear
the this flesh apart the skin from bone
I cut to feel I'm not alone
I cut these arms to feel the pain
I cut the flesh and start a rain
a rain of blood that is so red
I bleed all over, not to end up dead
but to show the pain I endure for you
I carve my own its my tattoo
I show the world my mask and hide
I show the world nothing from inside
I cut my skin to make it bleed
I cut the flesh to ease the need
to show myself that I still feel
to show myself that this world is real
to show that I am still a man
and not a shallow empty can
I feel so numb now without you near
I can feel your kiss and still I hear
your caring voice now gone away
I wish I could restart this day
and kill myself before you left
I feel so lost and robbed, bereft,
bereft of love and feelings too
bereft of emotions and love that's true
I cant believe you've done this deed
I just cant stop this fear this need
the need to see this body bleed
i wish you didn't feel ashamed.. but this was a wonderfully done poem