It Happened Again (You Didn't Care)

So sad, so sweet, so silent

Laying next to you while feeling so alone

It happened again

You didn't care

So dull, so hurt, so torn

Crying next to you while feeling so ignored

It happened again

You didn't care



So tonight I'll make a vow

To be silent in my thoughts

To sleep alone beside you

In my room, I feel so forgot

Your breathing, sleep so softly

While I shed a single tear

Not because I am alone tonight

But because I am alone with you here



You say that there are no feelings

About what you feel for me

Does nothing we do mean anything?

I guess that speaks to how we'll be

When summer comes, with silence

You'll blow my candle out

I'll be left alone in darkness

To silently scream and shout



So sad, so sweet, so silent

Every time I disappear

I'm screaming loud right at you

But it's me you never hear

So hurt, so torn, so angry

Every time we share a feeling

Do our feelings not mean anything?

Do you want me to still stay near?



I can't fight this now, I'm done

It hurts too much, you've won

Because daybreak brings new chances

Just in time for me to lose hope again

Yea, we fight for all these feelings

And your feelings disappear

I'm dying alone without you

And I'm dying with you here



So sad, so sweet, so silent

Laying next to you while feeling so alone

It happened again

You didn't care

So dull, so hurt, so torn

Crying next to you while feeling so ignored

It happened again

You didn't care

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Ever fall asleep next to the person who has your heart, only to feel like you don't exist in their world?  I guess crying myself to sleep wasn't enough of a hint that maybe I had something to talk about...so here it is.

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Indya's picture

This was absolutely amazing. It somehow captured the words I could never find myself...Well done.