I'm so totally not in control
I have no idea what I am doing
Running around like a mad man
I guess this is what I get in the end
Burn the candle down to the bottom
Light the wick only when you need
Kill the lights now, everything's failing
I want you to lay there while I bleed...
Start the engine now I want to go with you
I feel the need to lose everything again
Tell me the truth, what are you thinking?
Am I still the first thought to pop into your head?
Take a picture, memory's fading
I want for all of this to last
God gave me a heart and it's yours for the taking
Just give me a minute of your time and hold on tight
Swerving corners like a straight-away
I never know I could go this fast
Look in the mirrors and I see your face
So I look in my van at the passenger's seat and think of the past
Back when the world wasn't so terribly confusing
Back when I felt I had control
Now it is your time that I am wanting
And I know this can't possibly be me in control
Maybe we both know what we're doing
I'm falling behind while you're forging ahead
You see the best in everything, but so do I
That's why I haven't yet begun to cry or wonder why?
I hate the confusion, and I hate this place
I'm over two-hundred fucking miles away
I'd rather be nearer so I could touch you
I want you to know, that I long to see your face