I'm not free
I don't feel like
I hate to wake up every day
I wish I could die
Without anyone having to cry
I wish I could leave this place and still survive
But I know that I can't
Not with everything that I know
People to love
Go much more things to give
Friendships that need my faith
What faith do I have?
When I talk about being dead
Am I so fake to feel like that?
I hope that I am not
Or my advice has all be shot
Such a fake name behind this fake face
If I never found someone like you, Rachael
I don't know what I would ever do
I would probably be dead
I'd suffocate my head
If it wasn't for you
If it wasnt for you
I would never feel like I have friends
I wouldn't know where to go to make amends
If I didn't have someone like you
I don't know what I'd do
We made it this far
There is still a lifetime to go
I'd never have friends if it weren't for you, Chris
For that I appreciate all we have bene though
All the lies that have been told
All the people who hated us
We've made it this far
All because of you
My two best friends in the world
One a guy, the other a girl
Both are different in so many ways
Both I give my heart out to each of these days
I wouldn't be alive if not for you
I wouldn't be happy if it wasn't for you
We can look back and be amazed on all we've been though
This is my "thanks" for being you